I’ve been away, but for a good reason.

So I’ve been pretty MIA from the blog for the past 2 weeks and I’ve hated it. But I promise I’ve had a good reason……

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Do you see my reason? Right up there. If you’re still missing it, check out Titus’ new shirt! He is going to be a big brother! We are 8 weeks pregnant and will be expanding our family October 1st. Baby #2 has been making me so sick and gave us a pretty big scare a little over a week ago.

I have always said that because of our past loss I would share our news with close friends and family as soon as we found out and then wait until my first ultrasound to make our big announcement. This baby has made that a little bit more difficult. We haven’t left the house much in the past 2 weeks. First because as soon as I hit 6 weeks I didn’t just have morning sickness, I had the wonderful all day sickness. And it was killer. Feeling like that and having a 20 month old was not easy.

Then last Saturday night after Titus had gone to bed and I was falling asleep on the couch I started bleeding. I instantly began to panic. I cried to Nathan and said to him over and over again, this isn’t fair if we lose another baby. We called our parents, then the doctor who instructed me to come right into the ED for an ultrasound. My amazing husband and supportive family and closest friends kept encouraging me that this wasn’t the end, that our sweet baby could still very well be in my belly growing along. And thankfully that’s what we learned. After a few hours in the ED, they did an ultrasound and I got to see my sweet little blueberry right there with its tiny little heart just pumping away. In that moment I felt peace, and that God was saying this is going to be ok. I was diagnosed with a Subchorionic hemorrhage and my instructions for a week were taking it easy and no picking up Titus. Even though he is 20 months old and fully able to walk, I couldn’t pick him up to comfort him, I couldn’t lay him down for naps or bed, and I couldn’t give him his baths. I also couldn’t carry laundry on top of still being pretty sick I had to have lots of help. Thankfully I am one of the most blessed people in the world and my husband really took on the super dad role and for the most part took care of Titus as much as possible. My family took him for hours at a time so that I could rest and Nathan could work, and my amazing friends came over and put groceries away, folded my clothes, and got Titus out of his crib after naps if Nathan couldn’t be here. It was a hard week for me! And to those of you that helped, Thank you again so much!

So today was my follow up, my 8 week appointment with my OB and it was a GREAT appointment. I was pretty nervous going in to it because I just didn’t know what they would say or what was going to show up on my ultrasound. But thankfully our baby has more than doubled in size, has an amazing heart rate and I have been released to normal duty. Praise God! Our sweet baby is still growing strong. I’m still feeling pretty sick, which I just keep reminding myself is a good thing. Sickness means hormones and a growing baby.

So that’s why I’ve been gone and may still miss some blogs here and there until I’m feeling back to myself again. But I will continue to keep you posted on our new amazing journey as a growing family!

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Bekkah Mills

26. wife. Mom. Jesus follower. organizer. Crafter. Instant Pot Lover. money saver. Pinner. Planner. cleaner. Dreamer.

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